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  I need to get out. WE need to get out. I am so tire of sitting in this house. The kids are driving me nuts,the dog, the neighbors, everything.

  The past couple of weeks my cousin has been staying the night here. That in it self wouldn't be a problem but he tends to show up unannounced. On top of that, he does it when I am at work. When I get home from work I don't want to socialize. I want to sleep! Especially on Monday nights and WELL into the next day. When he's here I can't do that. Then, after he leaves I have to redo everything that he helped with. I appreciate that he wants to help clean and stuff when he is here but it is something that really bugs the shit out of me. I don't even like my mother cleaning my house. Everyone has their own way of doing things and none of them do it the way I do it! So, after he leaves I have to go through and put the dishes away where I put them, UNfold my clothes ( I hang all our shirts and someone else going through my clothes is a whole nother rant), put away random things that aren't where they are supposed to be, go through the kids room and put it back together, etc, etc, etc....... I love the fact that he wants to be a part of our lives. Not too many people in our family really talk to each other anymore. He just needs to pick a different day and stop trying to help!

  Master and I had a little bit of a fight the other day. We don't fight often so when we do no matter how small the issue it's a big deal. It was on Tuesday and we were lying in bed and he told me that he was going to stay home and help me through the day because I was really really sore from work and my cousin was here. I made some snide remark and asked him "What? You gonna sit and stare at the computer all day?". He got mad and left for work anyway. All I could do was lie there and cry. I felt horrible as it was and now I was alone too.

  See, Master's new addiction is Second Life. There is a RPG group on there that he belongs to and he really gets into it. I don't mind that he is on there. I'm not the jealous wife that can't stand her husband talking to other women, so, I don't mind that he does. As a matter of fact I like it when he makes new friends (RL or on line). What I guess I mind is that he is on there for hours at a time. I guess I was feeling ignored and I'm not used to that. I am fortunate enough to be one of the very few people in our group of friends that doesn't have a constant complaint about her husband being an asshole or something, for that I should be grateful for. And besides, what Master wants Master gets. Right?

  Today I am fighting with the children, again. Over chores, again. It's the same fight everyday. I don't see why they don't get it yet. It's simple. When they come home from school they are to get a snack (not the full blown meal they always try to get), do their chores, do their homework, then they can play. Simple right? Wrong. Today after telling my oldest to do the dishes for 2 hours, he tells me that the hamster's cage was in his way and he couldn't do them. WTF? Is the cage so heavy that he couldn't move it out of his way? I don't think so! So, for being a lazy little shit he got himself grounded. Tonight and tomorrow. 

  I don't feel like playing anymore. Can someone else take over for awhile?

  Like I said in the beginning of this. I really think we need to get out of the house.